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Before I get too far along with my writing, I want to say Teacher Paramahansa, you are beautiful!!!!! I can see a glow radiating from every picture I see of you. I surfed through the internet and found a lot of material that you have created while you were here in this earth place. You are so loved by millions of people. You have touched many hearts and I thank you and Bless you for this!!! Overall I am honored that you have come to me to personally assist me in my life. The more time I am spending with you, the more time I am experiencing your love. This is a really motivating feeling for me. Thank you!!!
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Awesome Art by: Ellen Vaman
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TPY - Thank you Marty. I appreciate me being in the story, however this story is about Marty's transition. So let's get more Marty photos in the story, and yes, let's get back to the schedule. January so far has been choppy where I feel you are at around 68% of focusing on where you should be, but you still slip into attempting to do all tasks society presents. Follow my lead and let's get that percentage into the 90's by January's end.
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In 1992 my wife and I attended a art festival in Tempe AZ which was held on Mill avenue. There was a guy there that had three pianos and was playing one amazing jaw dropping song after the next. His name is Rifkin. We shook his hand and purchased two of his CDs. On the Visions CD, the play list starts off with a poem by Jurgen Deno. To this day I have not found a better poem that describes the Avatar and Higher Self's feelings, while on its earth mission. Very Beautiful!!!
Rifkin
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From Marty’s Spiritual story: (June 2012 wordage):
The secondary voice that was taking me to the schools at night started to change. Suggestions were being placed in my head to not assist other people. One day I was waiting within a line of people at the Apple Store with my kids, and a older lady who had a appointment showed up and was struggling with keeping her computer balanced with one hand while trying to open the door with the other. The voice which I could clearly hear said, “let her struggle.” “Don’t help her.” Nobody else was helping her so I hesitated, but eventually I got out of my seat and opened the door for her so she could get in. I asked Teacher about the voice and he said that he can’t help me with that but sees no others from where he was. There were a few other situations where this voice once again told me to not assist, or even to hurt others like stomping on a persons foot for fun etc. This is not my style to hurt anybody so I resisted and felt like I was being tested or something with this manipulation class learning stuff.
Then one morning in June 2012, I arrived early to the rock gym to course set a few new routes. I was the only person in the gym at that time. Within the first ten minutes of being at the gym suddenly I felt like I couldn’t breathe. I really was having trouble getting a breath so I sat down in hope that I could get calmer. I then started feeling like I was being choked and was going to pass out, but then suddenly I could see seven or more people figures in front of me with their hands and arms extended outward toward me. They were welcoming me back to the Source. They looked like people I knew, like relatives or something. I really didn’t know what was happening and I jumped to my feet and started to quickly pace around the gym to get some energy going in my body. My heart was beating out of control. I started shaking like I was having convulsions or something. Suddenly I heard Teacher yelling to me to “GO TO DAWN!!!!” GO TO DAWN NOW!!!! I first questioned, who is Dawn? The only Dawn I knew was the mom of a kid that was on the climbing team. I called my friend Jeremy who is the team coach and asked him that I needed Dawns phone number now. It was very important!!!! I need her number like now!!!! Luckily Dawn was home and was at her house which was only two miles away from the rock gym. Anxiety was in full control of me. I thought I was having a heart attack or something. I was beyond tears as I kept focused on just getting to Dawns house. Who cares if cars are in my way. Who cares if the traffic lights are red. Just get to Dawns house now!!! I hastily drove over to see her and once on the front porch, I was shaking and trembling. Dawn answered the door and then immediately stepped outside and wrapped her arms around me to stop the shaking. She said that I had become ungrounded from the earth.
Once I stopped shaking she allowed me inside her house and started asking me questions. I told her that she wouldn’t believe me but I am having conversations with people from the spirit world. She immediately laughed then said that she has five guides that she talks to. Four guides from the Source and one guide from the Main Source. Just like Glenn, she was what I call a five guide. I have met Dawn before but never knew she was a spiritual healer. She said that somehow I have become ungrounded and must reconnect with the earth. “Start with adding more salt to my water and I must go see a Shaman man named John English.” She said if John won’t see me then she won’t see me anymore as well and for now, never return to her house. I was given John’s phone number and was back in my vehicle heading home. I arranged a time to meet with John which was four days later. I wish I could have visited him immediately, but he was busy. Those four days were quite a adventure. I didn’t go to work or leave the house. I was so scared, that I was having difficulty falling asleep. The Prana climbing banner on my living room wall kept opening up with a round spiral and I could see gentle clouds on the other side within the spiral. It felt like I could have simply stepped through this opening, and would have disappeared into a different unknown place. I just knew I had to survive for the four days and it became my mission to just survive. I was eating the salt and putting my hands into the dirt in my yard and doing everything to ground myself.
The secondary voice that was taking me to the schools at night started to change. Suggestions were being placed in my head to not assist other people. One day I was waiting within a line of people at the Apple Store with my kids, and a older lady who had a appointment showed up and was struggling with keeping her computer balanced with one hand while trying to open the door with the other. The voice which I could clearly hear said, “let her struggle.” “Don’t help her.” Nobody else was helping her so I hesitated, but eventually I got out of my seat and opened the door for her so she could get in. I asked Teacher about the voice and he said that he can’t help me with that but sees no others from where he was. There were a few other situations where this voice once again told me to not assist, or even to hurt others like stomping on a persons foot for fun etc. This is not my style to hurt anybody so I resisted and felt like I was being tested or something with this manipulation class learning stuff.
Then one morning in June 2012, I arrived early to the rock gym to course set a few new routes. I was the only person in the gym at that time. Within the first ten minutes of being at the gym suddenly I felt like I couldn’t breathe. I really was having trouble getting a breath so I sat down in hope that I could get calmer. I then started feeling like I was being choked and was going to pass out, but then suddenly I could see seven or more people figures in front of me with their hands and arms extended outward toward me. They were welcoming me back to the Source. They looked like people I knew, like relatives or something. I really didn’t know what was happening and I jumped to my feet and started to quickly pace around the gym to get some energy going in my body. My heart was beating out of control. I started shaking like I was having convulsions or something. Suddenly I heard Teacher yelling to me to “GO TO DAWN!!!!” GO TO DAWN NOW!!!! I first questioned, who is Dawn? The only Dawn I knew was the mom of a kid that was on the climbing team. I called my friend Jeremy who is the team coach and asked him that I needed Dawns phone number now. It was very important!!!! I need her number like now!!!! Luckily Dawn was home and was at her house which was only two miles away from the rock gym. Anxiety was in full control of me. I thought I was having a heart attack or something. I was beyond tears as I kept focused on just getting to Dawns house. Who cares if cars are in my way. Who cares if the traffic lights are red. Just get to Dawns house now!!! I hastily drove over to see her and once on the front porch, I was shaking and trembling. Dawn answered the door and then immediately stepped outside and wrapped her arms around me to stop the shaking. She said that I had become ungrounded from the earth.
Once I stopped shaking she allowed me inside her house and started asking me questions. I told her that she wouldn’t believe me but I am having conversations with people from the spirit world. She immediately laughed then said that she has five guides that she talks to. Four guides from the Source and one guide from the Main Source. Just like Glenn, she was what I call a five guide. I have met Dawn before but never knew she was a spiritual healer. She said that somehow I have become ungrounded and must reconnect with the earth. “Start with adding more salt to my water and I must go see a Shaman man named John English.” She said if John won’t see me then she won’t see me anymore as well and for now, never return to her house. I was given John’s phone number and was back in my vehicle heading home. I arranged a time to meet with John which was four days later. I wish I could have visited him immediately, but he was busy. Those four days were quite a adventure. I didn’t go to work or leave the house. I was so scared, that I was having difficulty falling asleep. The Prana climbing banner on my living room wall kept opening up with a round spiral and I could see gentle clouds on the other side within the spiral. It felt like I could have simply stepped through this opening, and would have disappeared into a different unknown place. I just knew I had to survive for the four days and it became my mission to just survive. I was eating the salt and putting my hands into the dirt in my yard and doing everything to ground myself.
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So to keep things real, these protection orders remain on the written Spirit World invitations for Marty. No matter what, Marty is the only person that can remove these protection orders. The Spirit World is not allowed to remove a Avatar, not even God. Because then it goes against Gods truth of providing the Avatar with the power of Free Will. God however proved God can remove Avatars, but God did it with the Great Flood, Sodom and Gomorrah, etc.
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The reason I continually ask Teacher Paramahansa if he really is Teacher Paramahansa is because if a entity does come through the doorway, the entities can be quite cleaver. Entities are not stupid low level creatures and in fact, entities can be more cleaver than theirs hosts. In no way can a entity kill a avatar, but the entity can twist and entangle the thoughts of a avatar especially when the avatar is already within a personal depression experiencing loss, etc. Once the avatar feels inadequate with itself, this is a perfect time for the entity to go in action with continual suggestions, good and bad, to lure the avatar into suicide (whispering mouse in the ear). Even when a avatar is experiencing sickness, even as little as a simple cold, the entities go to work in hopes of the avatar becoming inadequate with itself. The entity uses the astral plateau to stretch the mind of the avatar into it, and then the avatar is dealing with the entity on the entities home court. The avatar will feel dizzy, disillusional and sick feeling, and the longer it lasts, the sicker the avatar becomes.
The secret to entities is that if the avatar has a structural solid foundation with a spiritual Guru, Teacher, Savior etc, then the avatar can use that foundation structure to stand upon, and then place the avatars personal ego into their authority of truth. "Through the Blood of Jesus this entity I remove." Yes making a statement like this example can clear a entity, but [Teacher Foundation, Personal Truth, Ego within Authority] has to be in place for the "Blood of Jesus" statement to actually work. When I experienced a entity being with me last week, I felt the entity shift me into the astral plateau and this is why I stated that my house is not my house anymore but a exact copy of it. I felt suddenly sick in my stomach. My authoritive words were not working to clear the entity. Burning sage was not clearing the entity. I later discovered that I was not using my ego to help assist me to being "better" than that entity. Matt Kahn stated: "Ego is the glue that keeps people on the earth." If I had used my ego I would have pulled that entity back onto the physical earth space where I then would have had home court advantage to easily rid that entity of bothering me. However I have helpers like Medium Apollo, which cleared the space in my self, my home, and my surroundings. I feel great!!! So yes throughout this written time with Teacher Paramahansa, I will ask him over 100 times making sure he is who he really is. It is just part of Marty's procedure, and I am holding forward a book of protection orders for this visit with Paramahansa Yogananda.
The secret to entities is that if the avatar has a structural solid foundation with a spiritual Guru, Teacher, Savior etc, then the avatar can use that foundation structure to stand upon, and then place the avatars personal ego into their authority of truth. "Through the Blood of Jesus this entity I remove." Yes making a statement like this example can clear a entity, but [Teacher Foundation, Personal Truth, Ego within Authority] has to be in place for the "Blood of Jesus" statement to actually work. When I experienced a entity being with me last week, I felt the entity shift me into the astral plateau and this is why I stated that my house is not my house anymore but a exact copy of it. I felt suddenly sick in my stomach. My authoritive words were not working to clear the entity. Burning sage was not clearing the entity. I later discovered that I was not using my ego to help assist me to being "better" than that entity. Matt Kahn stated: "Ego is the glue that keeps people on the earth." If I had used my ego I would have pulled that entity back onto the physical earth space where I then would have had home court advantage to easily rid that entity of bothering me. However I have helpers like Medium Apollo, which cleared the space in my self, my home, and my surroundings. I feel great!!! So yes throughout this written time with Teacher Paramahansa, I will ask him over 100 times making sure he is who he really is. It is just part of Marty's procedure, and I am holding forward a book of protection orders for this visit with Paramahansa Yogananda.
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- 1/29/2023 6:35pm Sunday
TPY - Tomorrow starts a new week. What is the plan for this new week?
MK - Plan is to get back into the spiritual study and to come up with a more solid (doable) schedule to follow. It is tough to disconnect from my world and be in a “wilderness” while I am still in my world. The Marty the Climber person is simply only a thought away as the Marty the Sage person attempts to take the lead and become more solid. It is interesting that when I did take the break from the schedule by simply putting the TV on, my ego thought to itself to maybe close the curtains so nobody would see me cheating. This simple thought shows that society still holds its connection to me. I cut the cords, but this shows that the cords remain. Now it makes me wonder if society still keeps the cords attached, or is it me that has the cords attached to society? Society codependency? What game is my mind trying to play? What game is my ego trying to play? Making sure I avoid the feeling of being alone?
MK - Changes to the schedule: I will like to use my computer for writing while on no computer days (limited). On Sundays I want to listen to some of the spiritual podcasts.
MK - I definitely felt like I was moving in a faster vibration. My mind was so open for three weeks solid, every thought that came to me I could envision a book being written on the subject. It was totally fascinating being able to swim in super high level spiritual information, but I guess I have not asked the question of, “Where is this newly acquired information to take me to? Is there a beginning point and ending point to our six months time together?
TPY - Our six months time together is a sharing of your thoughts and feelings of life. Within this sharing you will be showing others how to heal themselves and break away from reoccurring karma loops. A Sage most definitely has the strength and discipline to heal. But for the Sage that seeks healing touch ability, that will require a greater understanding of love, given as a gift only from the creator.
MK - So we are good? Teacher Paramahansa you are not thinking less of me from the break I took?
TPY - You are on YOUR journey so do whats best for you. But I am enjoying our conversations so let’s keep in touch!!
TPY - Back to our chess game and it’s my move, ….. Marty … “Page One.”
MK - Understood. All for Love!
TPY - Tomorrow starts a new week. What is the plan for this new week?
MK - Plan is to get back into the spiritual study and to come up with a more solid (doable) schedule to follow. It is tough to disconnect from my world and be in a “wilderness” while I am still in my world. The Marty the Climber person is simply only a thought away as the Marty the Sage person attempts to take the lead and become more solid. It is interesting that when I did take the break from the schedule by simply putting the TV on, my ego thought to itself to maybe close the curtains so nobody would see me cheating. This simple thought shows that society still holds its connection to me. I cut the cords, but this shows that the cords remain. Now it makes me wonder if society still keeps the cords attached, or is it me that has the cords attached to society? Society codependency? What game is my mind trying to play? What game is my ego trying to play? Making sure I avoid the feeling of being alone?
MK - Changes to the schedule: I will like to use my computer for writing while on no computer days (limited). On Sundays I want to listen to some of the spiritual podcasts.
MK - I definitely felt like I was moving in a faster vibration. My mind was so open for three weeks solid, every thought that came to me I could envision a book being written on the subject. It was totally fascinating being able to swim in super high level spiritual information, but I guess I have not asked the question of, “Where is this newly acquired information to take me to? Is there a beginning point and ending point to our six months time together?
TPY - Our six months time together is a sharing of your thoughts and feelings of life. Within this sharing you will be showing others how to heal themselves and break away from reoccurring karma loops. A Sage most definitely has the strength and discipline to heal. But for the Sage that seeks healing touch ability, that will require a greater understanding of love, given as a gift only from the creator.
MK - So we are good? Teacher Paramahansa you are not thinking less of me from the break I took?
TPY - You are on YOUR journey so do whats best for you. But I am enjoying our conversations so let’s keep in touch!!
TPY - Back to our chess game and it’s my move, ….. Marty … “Page One.”
MK - Understood. All for Love!