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Before I get too far along with my writing, I want to say Teacher Paramahansa, you are beautiful!!!!! I can see a glow radiating from every picture I see of you. I surfed through the internet and found a lot of material that you have created while you were here in this earth place. You are so loved by millions of people. You have touched many hearts and I thank you and Bless you for this!!! Overall I am honored that you have come to me to personally assist me in my life. The more time I am spending with you, the more time I am experiencing your love. This is a really motivating feeling for me. Thank you!!!
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Awesome Art by: Ellen Vaman
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TPY - Thank you Marty. I appreciate me being in the story, however this story is about Marty's transition. So let's get more Marty photos in the story, and yes, let's get back to the schedule. January so far has been choppy where I feel you are at around 68% of focusing on where you should be, but you still slip into attempting to do all tasks society presents. Follow my lead and let's get that percentage into the 90's by January's end.
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In 1992 my wife and I attended a art festival in Tempe AZ which was held on Mill avenue. There was a guy there that had three pianos and was playing one amazing jaw dropping song after the next. His name is Rifkin. We shook his hand and purchased two of his CDs. On the Visions CD, the play list starts off with a poem by Jurgen Deno. To this day I have not found a better poem that describes the Avatar and Higher Self's feelings, while on its earth mission. Very Beautiful!!!
Rifkin
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From Marty’s Spiritual story: (June 2012 wordage):
The secondary voice that was taking me to the schools at night started to change. Suggestions were being placed in my head to not assist other people. One day I was waiting within a line of people at the Apple Store with my kids, and a older lady who had a appointment showed up and was struggling with keeping her computer balanced with one hand while trying to open the door with the other. The voice which I could clearly hear said, “let her struggle.” “Don’t help her.” Nobody else was helping her so I hesitated, but eventually I got out of my seat and opened the door for her so she could get in. I asked Teacher about the voice and he said that he can’t help me with that but sees no others from where he was. There were a few other situations where this voice once again told me to not assist, or even to hurt others like stomping on a persons foot for fun etc. This is not my style to hurt anybody so I resisted and felt like I was being tested or something with this manipulation class learning stuff.
Then one morning in June 2012, I arrived early to the rock gym to course set a few new routes. I was the only person in the gym at that time. Within the first ten minutes of being at the gym suddenly I felt like I couldn’t breathe. I really was having trouble getting a breath so I sat down in hope that I could get calmer. I then started feeling like I was being choked and was going to pass out, but then suddenly I could see seven or more people figures in front of me with their hands and arms extended outward toward me. They were welcoming me back to the Source. They looked like people I knew, like relatives or something. I really didn’t know what was happening and I jumped to my feet and started to quickly pace around the gym to get some energy going in my body. My heart was beating out of control. I started shaking like I was having convulsions or something. Suddenly I heard Teacher yelling to me to “GO TO DAWN!!!!” GO TO DAWN NOW!!!! I first questioned, who is Dawn? The only Dawn I knew was the mom of a kid that was on the climbing team. I called my friend Jeremy who is the team coach and asked him that I needed Dawns phone number now. It was very important!!!! I need her number like now!!!! Luckily Dawn was home and was at her house which was only two miles away from the rock gym. Anxiety was in full control of me. I thought I was having a heart attack or something. I was beyond tears as I kept focused on just getting to Dawns house. Who cares if cars are in my way. Who cares if the traffic lights are red. Just get to Dawns house now!!! I hastily drove over to see her and once on the front porch, I was shaking and trembling. Dawn answered the door and then immediately stepped outside and wrapped her arms around me to stop the shaking. She said that I had become ungrounded from the earth.
Once I stopped shaking she allowed me inside her house and started asking me questions. I told her that she wouldn’t believe me but I am having conversations with people from the spirit world. She immediately laughed then said that she has five guides that she talks to. Four guides from the Source and one guide from the Main Source. Just like Glenn, she was what I call a five guide. I have met Dawn before but never knew she was a spiritual healer. She said that somehow I have become ungrounded and must reconnect with the earth. “Start with adding more salt to my water and I must go see a Shaman man named John English.” She said if John won’t see me then she won’t see me anymore as well and for now, never return to her house. I was given John’s phone number and was back in my vehicle heading home. I arranged a time to meet with John which was four days later. I wish I could have visited him immediately, but he was busy. Those four days were quite a adventure. I didn’t go to work or leave the house. I was so scared, that I was having difficulty falling asleep. The Prana climbing banner on my living room wall kept opening up with a round spiral and I could see gentle clouds on the other side within the spiral. It felt like I could have simply stepped through this opening, and would have disappeared into a different unknown place. I just knew I had to survive for the four days and it became my mission to just survive. I was eating the salt and putting my hands into the dirt in my yard and doing everything to ground myself.
The secondary voice that was taking me to the schools at night started to change. Suggestions were being placed in my head to not assist other people. One day I was waiting within a line of people at the Apple Store with my kids, and a older lady who had a appointment showed up and was struggling with keeping her computer balanced with one hand while trying to open the door with the other. The voice which I could clearly hear said, “let her struggle.” “Don’t help her.” Nobody else was helping her so I hesitated, but eventually I got out of my seat and opened the door for her so she could get in. I asked Teacher about the voice and he said that he can’t help me with that but sees no others from where he was. There were a few other situations where this voice once again told me to not assist, or even to hurt others like stomping on a persons foot for fun etc. This is not my style to hurt anybody so I resisted and felt like I was being tested or something with this manipulation class learning stuff.
Then one morning in June 2012, I arrived early to the rock gym to course set a few new routes. I was the only person in the gym at that time. Within the first ten minutes of being at the gym suddenly I felt like I couldn’t breathe. I really was having trouble getting a breath so I sat down in hope that I could get calmer. I then started feeling like I was being choked and was going to pass out, but then suddenly I could see seven or more people figures in front of me with their hands and arms extended outward toward me. They were welcoming me back to the Source. They looked like people I knew, like relatives or something. I really didn’t know what was happening and I jumped to my feet and started to quickly pace around the gym to get some energy going in my body. My heart was beating out of control. I started shaking like I was having convulsions or something. Suddenly I heard Teacher yelling to me to “GO TO DAWN!!!!” GO TO DAWN NOW!!!! I first questioned, who is Dawn? The only Dawn I knew was the mom of a kid that was on the climbing team. I called my friend Jeremy who is the team coach and asked him that I needed Dawns phone number now. It was very important!!!! I need her number like now!!!! Luckily Dawn was home and was at her house which was only two miles away from the rock gym. Anxiety was in full control of me. I thought I was having a heart attack or something. I was beyond tears as I kept focused on just getting to Dawns house. Who cares if cars are in my way. Who cares if the traffic lights are red. Just get to Dawns house now!!! I hastily drove over to see her and once on the front porch, I was shaking and trembling. Dawn answered the door and then immediately stepped outside and wrapped her arms around me to stop the shaking. She said that I had become ungrounded from the earth.
Once I stopped shaking she allowed me inside her house and started asking me questions. I told her that she wouldn’t believe me but I am having conversations with people from the spirit world. She immediately laughed then said that she has five guides that she talks to. Four guides from the Source and one guide from the Main Source. Just like Glenn, she was what I call a five guide. I have met Dawn before but never knew she was a spiritual healer. She said that somehow I have become ungrounded and must reconnect with the earth. “Start with adding more salt to my water and I must go see a Shaman man named John English.” She said if John won’t see me then she won’t see me anymore as well and for now, never return to her house. I was given John’s phone number and was back in my vehicle heading home. I arranged a time to meet with John which was four days later. I wish I could have visited him immediately, but he was busy. Those four days were quite a adventure. I didn’t go to work or leave the house. I was so scared, that I was having difficulty falling asleep. The Prana climbing banner on my living room wall kept opening up with a round spiral and I could see gentle clouds on the other side within the spiral. It felt like I could have simply stepped through this opening, and would have disappeared into a different unknown place. I just knew I had to survive for the four days and it became my mission to just survive. I was eating the salt and putting my hands into the dirt in my yard and doing everything to ground myself.
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So to keep things real, these protection orders remain on the written Spirit World invitations for Marty. No matter what, Marty is the only person that can remove these protection orders. The Spirit World is not allowed to remove a Avatar, not even God. Because then it goes against Gods truth of providing the Avatar with the power of Free Will. God however proved God can remove Avatars, but God did it with the Great Flood, Sodom and Gomorrah, etc.
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The reason I continually ask Teacher Paramahansa if he really is Teacher Paramahansa is because if a entity does come through the doorway, the entities can be quite cleaver. Entities are not stupid low level creatures and in fact, entities can be more cleaver than theirs hosts. In no way can a entity kill a avatar, but the entity can twist and entangle the thoughts of a avatar especially when the avatar is already within a personal depression experiencing loss, etc. Once the avatar feels inadequate with itself, this is a perfect time for the entity to go in action with continual suggestions, good and bad, to lure the avatar into suicide (whispering mouse in the ear). Even when a avatar is experiencing sickness, even as little as a simple cold, the entities go to work in hopes of the avatar becoming inadequate with itself. The entity uses the astral plateau to stretch the mind of the avatar into it, and then the avatar is dealing with the entity on the entities home court. The avatar will feel dizzy, disillusional and sick feeling, and the longer it lasts, the sicker the avatar becomes.
The secret to entities is that if the avatar has a structural solid foundation with a spiritual Guru, Teacher, Savior etc, then the avatar can use that foundation structure to stand upon, and then place the avatars personal ego into their authority of truth. "Through the Blood of Jesus this entity I remove." Yes making a statement like this example can clear a entity, but [Teacher Foundation, Personal Truth, Ego within Authority] has to be in place for the "Blood of Jesus" statement to actually work. When I experienced a entity being with me last week, I felt the entity shift me into the astral plateau and this is why I stated that my house is not my house anymore but a exact copy of it. I felt suddenly sick in my stomach. My authorative words were not working to clear the entity. Burning sage was not clearing the entity. I later discovered that I was not using my ego to help assist me to being "better" than that entity. Matt Kahn stated: "Ego is the glue that keeps people on the earth." If I had used my ego I would have pulled that entity back onto the physical earth space where I then would have had home court advantage to easily rid that entity of bothering me. However I have helpers like Medium Apollo, which cleared the space in my self, my home, and my surroundings. I feel great!!! So yes throughout this written time with Teacher Paramahansa, I will ask him over 100 times making sure he is who he really is. It is just part of Marty's procedure, and I am holding forward a book of protection orders for this visit with Paramahansa Yogananda.
The secret to entities is that if the avatar has a structural solid foundation with a spiritual Guru, Teacher, Savior etc, then the avatar can use that foundation structure to stand upon, and then place the avatars personal ego into their authority of truth. "Through the Blood of Jesus this entity I remove." Yes making a statement like this example can clear a entity, but [Teacher Foundation, Personal Truth, Ego within Authority] has to be in place for the "Blood of Jesus" statement to actually work. When I experienced a entity being with me last week, I felt the entity shift me into the astral plateau and this is why I stated that my house is not my house anymore but a exact copy of it. I felt suddenly sick in my stomach. My authorative words were not working to clear the entity. Burning sage was not clearing the entity. I later discovered that I was not using my ego to help assist me to being "better" than that entity. Matt Kahn stated: "Ego is the glue that keeps people on the earth." If I had used my ego I would have pulled that entity back onto the physical earth space where I then would have had home court advantage to easily rid that entity of bothering me. However I have helpers like Medium Apollo, which cleared the space in my self, my home, and my surroundings. I feel great!!! So yes throughout this written time with Teacher Paramahansa, I will ask him over 100 times making sure he is who he really is. It is just part of Marty's procedure, and I am holding forward a book of protection orders for this visit with Paramahansa Yogananda.
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- 1/29/2023 6:35pm Sunday
TPY - Tomorrow starts a new week. What is the plan for this new week?
MK - Plan is to get back into the spiritual study and to come up with a more solid (doable) schedule to follow. It is tough to disconnect from my world and be in a “wilderness” while I am still in my world. The Marty the Climber person is simply only a thought away as the Marty the Sage person attempts to take the lead and become more solid. It is interesting that when I did take the break from the schedule by simply putting the TV on, my ego thought to itself to maybe close the curtains so nobody would see me cheating. This simple thought shows that society still holds its connection to me. I cut the cords, but this shows that the cords remain. Now it makes me wonder if society still keeps the cords attached, or is it me that has the cords attached to society? Society codependency? What game is my mind trying to play? What game is my ego trying to play? Making sure I avoid the feeling of being alone?
MK - Changes to the schedule: I will like to use my computer for writing while on no computer days (limited). On Sundays I want to listen to some of the spiritual podcasts.
MK - I definitely felt like I was moving in a faster vibration. My mind was so open for three weeks solid, every thought that came to me I could envision a book being written on the subject. It was totally fascinating being able to swim in super high level spiritual information, but I guess I have not asked the question of, “Where is this newly acquired information to take me to? Is there a beginning point and ending point to our six months time together?
TPY - Our six months time together is a sharing of your thoughts and feelings of life. Within this sharing you will be showing others how to heal themselves and break away from reoccurring karma loops. A Sage most definitely has the strength and discipline to heal. But for the Sage that seeks healing touch ability, that will require a greater understanding of love, given as a gift only from the creator.
MK - So we are good? Teacher Paramahansa you are not thinking less of me from the break I took?
TPY - You are on YOUR journey so do whats best for you. But I am enjoying our conversations so let’s keep in touch!!
TPY - Back to our chess game and it’s my move, ….. Marty … “Page One.”
MK - Understood. All for Love!
TPY - Tomorrow starts a new week. What is the plan for this new week?
MK - Plan is to get back into the spiritual study and to come up with a more solid (doable) schedule to follow. It is tough to disconnect from my world and be in a “wilderness” while I am still in my world. The Marty the Climber person is simply only a thought away as the Marty the Sage person attempts to take the lead and become more solid. It is interesting that when I did take the break from the schedule by simply putting the TV on, my ego thought to itself to maybe close the curtains so nobody would see me cheating. This simple thought shows that society still holds its connection to me. I cut the cords, but this shows that the cords remain. Now it makes me wonder if society still keeps the cords attached, or is it me that has the cords attached to society? Society codependency? What game is my mind trying to play? What game is my ego trying to play? Making sure I avoid the feeling of being alone?
MK - Changes to the schedule: I will like to use my computer for writing while on no computer days (limited). On Sundays I want to listen to some of the spiritual podcasts.
MK - I definitely felt like I was moving in a faster vibration. My mind was so open for three weeks solid, every thought that came to me I could envision a book being written on the subject. It was totally fascinating being able to swim in super high level spiritual information, but I guess I have not asked the question of, “Where is this newly acquired information to take me to? Is there a beginning point and ending point to our six months time together?
TPY - Our six months time together is a sharing of your thoughts and feelings of life. Within this sharing you will be showing others how to heal themselves and break away from reoccurring karma loops. A Sage most definitely has the strength and discipline to heal. But for the Sage that seeks healing touch ability, that will require a greater understanding of love, given as a gift only from the creator.
MK - So we are good? Teacher Paramahansa you are not thinking less of me from the break I took?
TPY - You are on YOUR journey so do whats best for you. But I am enjoying our conversations so let’s keep in touch!!
TPY - Back to our chess game and it’s my move, ….. Marty … “Page One.”
MK - Understood. All for Love!
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- 2/5/2023 2:59 pm Sunday
MK - Hmmmm…. Page One. Page One refers to a new beginning while within the teaching that is already in motion. So one can say that I inch-wormed the month of January with new beginnings. Already I am feeling much happier as my connection with you has become clear and solid. I can really feel that you are with me constant once again.
MK - Since It has been a week that I have been in contact with you, I have a few things to catch up with my writing.
MK - Wow what is this? At the grocery store the Jesus seven day candle retails around $2.50 each and at times is on sale for $1.50 per candle. The Paramahansa Yogananda candle is offered with many different photos of Paramahansa, but retails around $15.99 per candle. Overall should I get a discount for my Paramahansa candle since it only lasted five days for me and not seven?
TPY - It probably only lasted five days for you since that's how much more energy of light I needed to give to you to keep your Sage homework in Forward motion. But when I compare the loving candles Jesus and Paramahansa, my eye color is true, where the artist made Jesus eye color “Blue.”
MK - Since nowhere in the Bible does it mention what Jesus looked like, showing Jesus eyes being blue can be truth. Jesus being the Son of God can have whatever eye color that Jesus wants.
TPY - Indeed.
MK - Hmmmm…. Page One. Page One refers to a new beginning while within the teaching that is already in motion. So one can say that I inch-wormed the month of January with new beginnings. Already I am feeling much happier as my connection with you has become clear and solid. I can really feel that you are with me constant once again.
MK - Since It has been a week that I have been in contact with you, I have a few things to catch up with my writing.
MK - Wow what is this? At the grocery store the Jesus seven day candle retails around $2.50 each and at times is on sale for $1.50 per candle. The Paramahansa Yogananda candle is offered with many different photos of Paramahansa, but retails around $15.99 per candle. Overall should I get a discount for my Paramahansa candle since it only lasted five days for me and not seven?
TPY - It probably only lasted five days for you since that's how much more energy of light I needed to give to you to keep your Sage homework in Forward motion. But when I compare the loving candles Jesus and Paramahansa, my eye color is true, where the artist made Jesus eye color “Blue.”
MK - Since nowhere in the Bible does it mention what Jesus looked like, showing Jesus eyes being blue can be truth. Jesus being the Son of God can have whatever eye color that Jesus wants.
TPY - Indeed.
TPY - February starts no speaking for one month. Being now a few days into February, how is that going with you?
MK - Five seconds after I woke up in the morning on February 1st, I said “Hello Sasha” aloud to one of my cats and instantly I was aware that I spoke aloud. So already I failed “No Speaking February” within five seconds of the start!!! Then throughout the day there’s another word spoken aloud, then another. Stephanie (rock gym) tied a large cord bracelet to my wrist to assist me in knowing not to speak. Day one I probably spoke 18 words. Day two I was down to 8 words. But yet day three four and five, still a spoken word has snuck through. Dang this is tough resisting to speak, but I can do this!!
MK - Five seconds after I woke up in the morning on February 1st, I said “Hello Sasha” aloud to one of my cats and instantly I was aware that I spoke aloud. So already I failed “No Speaking February” within five seconds of the start!!! Then throughout the day there’s another word spoken aloud, then another. Stephanie (rock gym) tied a large cord bracelet to my wrist to assist me in knowing not to speak. Day one I probably spoke 18 words. Day two I was down to 8 words. But yet day three four and five, still a spoken word has snuck through. Dang this is tough resisting to speak, but I can do this!!
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For this 6 month transition I was given a challenge of learning another language. The language I chose is Sign Language, and I am already totally addicted to the learning of it. However the people that are speaking aloud don’t necessarily know how to speak in sign language so communication from me for now is part charades and part sign language. I know Teacher Paramahansa wants me to go deeper into listening to the world as it presents itself, and while in that listening only place, visualize how love is within all that is presented. I am enjoying this February challenge!! Many thanks to my friends who are still remaining close as I go deeper into “Listening.” I have noticed that there is a strange place or space between myself and another person when I present to them my loss of speaking aloud. Some people don’t know what to do with the silent space. Some people do their best while presented with the silent space. And some people enjoy the challenge of communicating with me while in the silent space.
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Page from the book: Sign to Learn
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So far what I am feeling is that when a person first loses the ability to speak, the world becomes a much more quieter place. Less words are used in the communication. The person being talked to needs to keep their eye to eye attention or the communication link is somewhat lost. At every store I have visited, every employee has done their best to assist me with anything I needed. It’s really cool!! Since I am on a speech restriction, I am not avoiding going to stores. I am actually enjoying carrying on with my life and working through the communication challenges as they surface.
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TPY - Starting February 7th I am bringing in two guides to assist in the February fun. The first guide is your guide Harold Lloyd. His background in the silent film movies that he has produced and has been a actor in will add in a great way to the present February silent Marty person. I know that you are already in constant communication with Harold, but what I am attempting is to join Harold and Marty as one personality, over it being two personalities of what you are used to. The second guide is Jesus. Jesus is already with you but I am asking Jesus to come forward adding himself to create a humble “Marty-Harold-Jesus” personality. Let’s share with others the overwhelming loving light that you have within. Harold - (Standing ovation!!!!). Yesssssssss!!!!! MK - This is very exciting!!!! I feel as though I have already walked with this Marty-Harold-Jesus personality. TPY - Yes you have. But in the past it was three separate personalities working within the one self. This time all three will be already joined as one personality being as one personality coming through Marty. |
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MK - Wow this will be crazy fun!!!! I do wish I had my voice for this since I know I will be constantly smiling and laughing.
TPY - Smiling and Laughing and Blessing and Loving …… Everybody!!!
MK - This all starts tomorrow morning. Awesome!!!! I am psyched for this for sure!!!!
TPY - Smiling and Laughing and Blessing and Loving …… Everybody!!!
MK - This all starts tomorrow morning. Awesome!!!! I am psyched for this for sure!!!!
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- February 6, 2023 - I did it. Went the entire day without speaking one word.
- February 8, 2023 5:50 pm Wednesday
I want to mention that this past Sunday night, which was hmmmmm February 5th time 9:00 pm, my cat Little Angel once again went into spirit seeing mode. From simply being curled up sleeping on the living room couch to instantly and attentively sitting up and staring at the ceiling, so this time I tracked her. She is sitting on the couch staring at a place where the ceiling meets the vertical wall where I have a Cross hung on the wall directly two feet below. Her pupils are completely wide open like totally black and round. I pet her and my touch is not taking her thoughts away from what she is seeing. Only when I put my hands covering her eyes does she snap out of it and then recognizes I am with her, then she goes right back into observing mode and her pupils enlarged once again. She looks like she is having a acid trip or something.
- February 8, 2023 5:50 pm Wednesday
I want to mention that this past Sunday night, which was hmmmmm February 5th time 9:00 pm, my cat Little Angel once again went into spirit seeing mode. From simply being curled up sleeping on the living room couch to instantly and attentively sitting up and staring at the ceiling, so this time I tracked her. She is sitting on the couch staring at a place where the ceiling meets the vertical wall where I have a Cross hung on the wall directly two feet below. Her pupils are completely wide open like totally black and round. I pet her and my touch is not taking her thoughts away from what she is seeing. Only when I put my hands covering her eyes does she snap out of it and then recognizes I am with her, then she goes right back into observing mode and her pupils enlarged once again. She looks like she is having a acid trip or something.
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Little Angel is not acting like she is scared, but more that she is being entertained by what she is seeing. She looks like she is happy and smiling. Her head at times suddenly looks like she is ducking as she is being possibly touched or pet by this spirit. The next thing she does is lays down and rolls onto her back with her feet up wiggling back and forth and with her mouth open, while never taking her eyes off of the spirit she is seeing. Then quickly returning to the sitting position with her tail quivering and waving in excitement, then ducking again. One paw stretched up wanting more. Then suddenly after 45 or more minutes of this action, she goes and gets a snack, comes back to the couch and lays down and falls back asleep. What I noticed when she returned to the couch is, she didn’t look back at that spot. There seemed to be no interest in that spot any more. I visited the Vision Quest Psychic Bookstore today to inquire about my cat and the spirit that is visiting my house. At the store the conversation was fun since the store employee knew some sign language. The info I got is that my cat is classified as a old soul and that’s why it is more sensitive, very sensitive in this case, to the spirit world. |
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My other three cats that were also in the living room at that time were not witnessing anything. Since the cat is acting very happy, the spirit that is visiting my house is a Divine Spirit. Maybe since Teacher Paramahansa is with me, his ora is pulling through into the physical realm and Little Angel is seeing it. Possibly Teacher Paramahansa is enjoying the response he is getting from my “Physical Realm” cat. It can also be a Angel or many that Teacher Paramahansa has watching over me. I was shown a few choices of crystals that I can place around my interior of my house that will assist in shoeing-out the visiting spirit. I said shoeing-out. That’s a early 1900s term so I bet that wordage came from Guide Harold. Hello Harold (smile).
Now that I have returned home, I am not so much in a rush to Shoe-out that spirit, mainly because the spirit is bringing additional light to my house and is acting peaceful. But at least I have the crystals that I can use in the future when the time comes to clear the house.
Note: Shaman drumming and smoking the house with sage was not removing this Divine spirit. Medium Apollo, which I see here…., ok now here on this Vision Quest brochure, Apollo goes by the title, Apollo- Metaphysician and UFO researcher. Wow awesome! Apollo was able to remove the negative entity from my self and house and close the doorway, but yet this Divine spirit still remains. Love it, super cool!!!
Now that I have returned home, I am not so much in a rush to Shoe-out that spirit, mainly because the spirit is bringing additional light to my house and is acting peaceful. But at least I have the crystals that I can use in the future when the time comes to clear the house.
Note: Shaman drumming and smoking the house with sage was not removing this Divine spirit. Medium Apollo, which I see here…., ok now here on this Vision Quest brochure, Apollo goes by the title, Apollo- Metaphysician and UFO researcher. Wow awesome! Apollo was able to remove the negative entity from my self and house and close the doorway, but yet this Divine spirit still remains. Love it, super cool!!!
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- February 13, 2023 8:48 am Monday
TPY - Good morning Marty, let’s talk.
MK - Good morning Teacher Paramahansa.
TPY - I will begin this conversation by mentioning it is about Jesus. The reason I am with you is to bring more Jesus into your life. You have spent a considerable time with Jesus throughout your life, but your life is somewhat like a roller coaster where Marty is making the decisions one day, and then the next day it is Marty-Jesus that is making the decisions. Maybe this is because of the mind having its need to be the body controller and the mind goes into acting elastic like a rubber band. Achieved newer spiritual information stretches out the minds capacity since the mind cannot concretely touch Faith Hope and Love. So as the Soul searches and is welcoming spiritual information it stretches out the rubber band. But as the soul is distracted with earth opportunities and the spiritual information is not being continuously with, the rubber band relaxes itself by slowly going backwards to its start or original shape. The longer a person is away from the spiritual information, the more their being with spiritual consciousness becomes lazy, becomes sloppy, and over a greater amount of time, becomes a necessity to start all the way back to page one once again. The mind is cleaver with this act.
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TPY - Jesus is a friend. Jesus is a healer. Jesus is a hero. Jesus is a teacher. Jesus is a Savior. Jesus is Lord. Jesus is God. There are many titles that Jesus is where most people choose the title that they want Jesus to be, and not the entirety of Jesus. Over time there becomes many Jesus’ in peoples lives, over it being the one Jesus. Why is Paramahansa Yogananda teaching Marty about Jesus, and not Jesus teaching Marty about Jesus?
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MK - I feel like all of the different churches I have been with do give me a mixed feeling of “How is a person to be acting when they are with Jesus?” Jesus on one day says walk with me and let’s have fun. But on another day I cannot be on my knees in reverence long enough for Lord Jesus to recognize me. “One must Fear the Lord” but at the same time “One must be the bride of Jesus.” As your quote suggests, maybe at times I do have a self-created veil that hides Jesus from me. I know Jesus is with me all of the time but at times I fall into the want of experiencing, even experiencing what could be considered sin. Simple sin like driving faster than the posted speed limit. I feel at times that Jesus is so busy with the worlds troubles, that I don’t want to take his time away to ask for assistance for the selfish unnecessary simple tough thing I think I am presently with. So I continually attempt to solve by myself all, or most there of, of my problems. Even the problems that I cannot solve, I start with stating Jesus, but then attempt to solve them first, before asking Jesus for his overall assistance. My last step seems to be placing my problems at the foot of the cross, instead of that action being my first step.
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MK - I state that “Jesus is so much in my life!” So why are there times that I feel that I am so much in my life without Jesus? I do not feel that I am resisting Jesus or trying to hide from Jesus. However when a problem arises, my problem solving ability starts with me, then after a few moments, I remember that Jesus is with me and all is good. The problem is just that. I soon after then “remember” …… Jesus. Maybe the rubber band elastic mind causes Jesus to be a secondary thought. Why does my mind not yearn to be with Jesus as much as my soul and Inner Child does? It sucks to have resistance going on between different human gifts that should be able to work together within the single self. The Elders gave me the title “Marty the Sage.” This title is also recognized by Jesus as Marty, Jesus’ Sage. I have pondered for years on why I am titled a “Sage” and not a “Disciple.” I think it is because of my strong belief on reincarnation. Maybe Jesus wants me to come forward to remind the entirety of Jesus’ church, that Jesus indeed spent many years in India. The unknown years of age 14 through 28. My dad a few months before he died took me to the side and wanted me to know that he felt that the Catholic Church was not being fully transparent with the public. My dad was a avid church person since the day he was born to the day he died. He knew that I was going
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through a spiritual awakening and my dad and I rarely talked about the church. It was surprising to me that he felt the need to give me this information. I summarized it as it was a way for my dad to say he was proud of me for searching into faith, and he was not upset with me that I was searching outside of the Catholic way.
TPY - You are a Sage because you are just that, a Sage. The Bible covers little information of what happens to a person when they pass. Yes the Bible talks a lot about heaven and hell, but it does not mention that the heaven Paradise that most people are seeking, is still within the Casual Body. The heaven astral paradise and Hell and Sheol is a reincarnation waiting area. When your heart stopped and you were taken to the doorway that you refer to as Heaven’s Gate, this doorway was not a entrance point for the Heaven astral paradise - Hell - Sheol, it was the doorway to the Heaven schools. The person you talked to while at this Heaven’s gate told you that this place has nothing to do with being Catholic and Jewish. You were told that “This place has nothing to do with that.” You were at the doorway to the heaven schools, which is in the Ego Body. Through Christ Consciousness, Jesus brings souls to the Father. The people whom are centered on Jesus specifically are going to Paradise (lower heavens). The people whom are centered on Jesus the Christ (Christ Consciousness) are going to God (higher heaven levels). Jesus mentioned that the importance of life is about the Father, and Jesus the Christ is “The Way” to the Father. The Christ is a way to the Father.
TPY - If the Father was the air. Would not the Father need somebody to explain what the air is and how important it is? Sure take the air away and a person will surely die. So obviously the air must be of great importance. If a teacher came forward and explained to all what the air is, does that make this teacher the most important, or the material (the air) the teacher is teaching is the most important?
TPY - It is not about Jesus. It is what Jesus is all about. Jesus is about the Father. Jesus is a way to the Father. The Father is what the story is about. The Christ brings people to the Father. Jesus the teacher brings people to the Father. I know the wordage shows Jesus as being God, where Jesus being the avatar of the Word creates the Son of God, but Jesus did not come to visit his earth people while proclaiming he is a God. He came as a teacher and yes…. He taught!!!!
MK - Paramahansa quote, “The entire universe is God’s cosmic motion picture, and that individuals are merely actors in the divine play who change roles through reincarnation; mankind’s deep suffering is rooted in identifying too closely with one’s current role. Rather than with the movie’s director, or God.”
You mention the movie’s director, or God. The movie’s director can be Marty’s Higher Self, so Marty’s higher self may be causing my suffering?
TPY - Absolutely. Who wrote the script in the first place? The creator did. But in this case the creator is the Higher Self.
MK - So the Marty Higher Self and Jesus are sitting together in the Spirit World and when the Marty avatar gets into trouble, Jesus says to the Marty Higher Self, “You got this, It’s not my problem.”
TPY - I love it!! Let’s go with that!!
MK - So Jesus is “Level 7’ing” the situation?
TPY - Yes why not? The main character in this overall “Movie” is the Marty Higher Self. The avatar is just the information gatherer. So Jesus is already with the one that needs the further teaching, that being the Marty Higher Self. If the avatar would stop whining so much, that avatar will see that Jesus is also there to assist the avatar, and in that assistance the avatar will have that much more teacher (Jesus) experience to bring back to the Higher Self on the avatars return (death).
MK - Wow the Marty Higher Self must be continually busy.
TPY - Challenged through invitation.
MK - Must be a honor to be having a avatar in the game!!!
TPY - It is a honor for me to be visiting a avatar that is in the game.
MK - Thank you Teacher Paramahansa!!! (Smile!!!)
TPY - If the Father was the air. Would not the Father need somebody to explain what the air is and how important it is? Sure take the air away and a person will surely die. So obviously the air must be of great importance. If a teacher came forward and explained to all what the air is, does that make this teacher the most important, or the material (the air) the teacher is teaching is the most important?
TPY - It is not about Jesus. It is what Jesus is all about. Jesus is about the Father. Jesus is a way to the Father. The Father is what the story is about. The Christ brings people to the Father. Jesus the teacher brings people to the Father. I know the wordage shows Jesus as being God, where Jesus being the avatar of the Word creates the Son of God, but Jesus did not come to visit his earth people while proclaiming he is a God. He came as a teacher and yes…. He taught!!!!
MK - Paramahansa quote, “The entire universe is God’s cosmic motion picture, and that individuals are merely actors in the divine play who change roles through reincarnation; mankind’s deep suffering is rooted in identifying too closely with one’s current role. Rather than with the movie’s director, or God.”
You mention the movie’s director, or God. The movie’s director can be Marty’s Higher Self, so Marty’s higher self may be causing my suffering?
TPY - Absolutely. Who wrote the script in the first place? The creator did. But in this case the creator is the Higher Self.
MK - So the Marty Higher Self and Jesus are sitting together in the Spirit World and when the Marty avatar gets into trouble, Jesus says to the Marty Higher Self, “You got this, It’s not my problem.”
TPY - I love it!! Let’s go with that!!
MK - So Jesus is “Level 7’ing” the situation?
TPY - Yes why not? The main character in this overall “Movie” is the Marty Higher Self. The avatar is just the information gatherer. So Jesus is already with the one that needs the further teaching, that being the Marty Higher Self. If the avatar would stop whining so much, that avatar will see that Jesus is also there to assist the avatar, and in that assistance the avatar will have that much more teacher (Jesus) experience to bring back to the Higher Self on the avatars return (death).
MK - Wow the Marty Higher Self must be continually busy.
TPY - Challenged through invitation.
MK - Must be a honor to be having a avatar in the game!!!
TPY - It is a honor for me to be visiting a avatar that is in the game.
MK - Thank you Teacher Paramahansa!!! (Smile!!!)
- February 27, 2023 1:16 pm
As the end of February nears, I will say that No Speaking February has been a lot of fun!!! Over the last two weeks I have hiked South Mountain a few times, learning more and more sign language, a lot of Jesus philosophy, and I came up with a great idea to get my eagle spirit bird in flight by writing the Akaldeep story, which includes illustrations!!
As the end of February nears, I will say that No Speaking February has been a lot of fun!!! Over the last two weeks I have hiked South Mountain a few times, learning more and more sign language, a lot of Jesus philosophy, and I came up with a great idea to get my eagle spirit bird in flight by writing the Akaldeep story, which includes illustrations!!
—— Notes following the Akaldeep story:
On my next few hikes in the mountains I could feel that the eagle was physically sitting always staying within five feet of me. So I started placing the eagle totem twenty or so feet away from me to separate the eagle from the totem. It was working!
My next thought was that my eagle has yet to have a name so I looked up many names on the computer and almost none of them felt correct, but the word “Akaldeep” was continuously popping up. At first I had to repeat the name about thirty times to get the spelling correct. Akaldeep, Akaldeep, Akaldeep, Akaldeep. Then eventually I fell in love with the name. It is perfect for my eagle. The name feels like a plus plus in my mind since Akaldeep being God’s Lamp can provide to me additional light when I am out in the night.
When I am not hiking, the eagle totem resides on my rear view mirror in my vehicle. But in a weird way, over a two week period the eagle totem would fall off of the mirror. It was jumping off of the mirror and landing into my lap. I found this to be super cool and possibly a sign that Akaldeep is attempting to fly. At times I was feeling like it was happening so much that it was becoming somewhat repetitive. Even though movement was going on, Akaldeep was still remaining close but distant to me. So I came up with a idea of writing a heroic story for Akaldeep, which will hopefully give great energy to my eagle.
Over a two week time as the story of Akaldeep was being written, I could feel Akaldeep being more present with my life. One day I was out in my garage where I used to use the top of the clothes dryer as a alter when I was meditating with my Shaman drum. From that time on, nothing but dust was allowed to touch the clothes dryer altar. So a few days ago I decided to reenergize the altar with burning sage and drumming. As I was cleaning the top of the dryer, I thought I saw movement and I looked over at the washer to see what it could be. I totally saw Akaldeep messing with his wings as he was standing on the washer. His presence was so apparent that I jumped slightly backwards when I saw that he was there. Like a shock reflex or something that gets the heart rate suddenly escalated. My reaction was more from seeing the size of the eagle, over him being there. I was totally psyched that I can now be with Akaldeep without the need of the totem being present.
In the written story, Akaldeep remains in the house with Mischief the cat. When I was leaving for work that day the eagle totem was presently in my house. I had it in my hand and it fell out a few times onto the carpet in my house. I found that to be really weird and a sign that Akaldeep wants to remain in the house with the cats. In the next part of the story Akaldeep accepts that now it is time for him to learn to fly. I feel excited for this since once my connection with Akaldeep is solid, I will actually be linked with Akaldeep’s self, being awake in the Astral and awake in the Physical at the same time. In the Astral, Akaldeep can fly me to wherever I seek to travel. Example: Akaldeep can be the perfect assistant for a hypnotherapist. In the Physical, Akaldeep can heighten my perception, almost feeling that I have a drone that can give me different perceptive views of anywhere I am presently at.
When I first entered the Shaman world, I thought it was just that easy. I just choose a animal and like wha-la, I get to have that animal. It didn’t work that way and if it did, I was only using my illusionary mind to pretend to create it. When I first received the eagle gift from the Elders I laughed. I laughed aloud like somebody was joking with me or something. That’s how real this eagle is. This is the reason I am going the distance writing a book and anything it takes to nudge my eagle from the nest and get him into flight.
Thank you Elders for giving me this greatest Akaldeep gift!!!
Marty’s note: I believe Akaldeep is more of a description than a person or angel. Anybody whom is sharing God’s light is “Akaldeep.” The vessel of which God’s light comes through.
“If Eagle is your power animal, you feel the need to have an involvement with creation, a willingness to experience extremes, a willingness to use your abilities, a willingness to seek out your true emotions. You must become much more than you ever imagined would be possible.”
“Eagle symbolizes a state of being that is reached through inner work, understanding and passing the initiation tests that come about from reclaiming our personal power. Eagle is the gift of clear vision with which one can truly see, to live in balance with heaven and Earth. Eagle shows you how to look above so you are able to touch Grandfather Sun with your heart, to love the Shadow as much as the Light. You are being asked to give yourself permission to be free in order to reach the joy that your heart longs for.”
With Love,
Marty, the Sage
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- Facebook post March 4, 2023
Bringing silence to February
In January my Teacher offered me many challenges, one being to learn another language. I chose sign language. For some reason I have always been attracted to this beautiful form of communication. My first challenge with sign language is that my hands are not flexible caused by 35 years of constant rock climbing. The second challenge is that even if I know sign language, the greater percentage of people I am attempting to communicate with does not know sign language. So a charades type of sign language is needed to be used for those speaking aloud peoples. The third challenge of sign language is finding people that do know sign language, however they may be limited on what they know, or they know but do not understand what I am signing, or they really know and I feel inadequate trying to understand the amount that is being presented to me. Plus many “same signs” have a few different meanings. Or many meanings have a few different signs.
Bringing silence to February
In January my Teacher offered me many challenges, one being to learn another language. I chose sign language. For some reason I have always been attracted to this beautiful form of communication. My first challenge with sign language is that my hands are not flexible caused by 35 years of constant rock climbing. The second challenge is that even if I know sign language, the greater percentage of people I am attempting to communicate with does not know sign language. So a charades type of sign language is needed to be used for those speaking aloud peoples. The third challenge of sign language is finding people that do know sign language, however they may be limited on what they know, or they know but do not understand what I am signing, or they really know and I feel inadequate trying to understand the amount that is being presented to me. Plus many “same signs” have a few different meanings. Or many meanings have a few different signs.
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For Sage training I was not allowed to speak in the month of February. The lesson is: “It is easier for a person to understand the greater importance of something, once it has been taken away.” Also, “Practice in listening produces good storytelling.” The Teacher was taking away my voice regardless of me learning sign language, although it works perfect giving me additional experience for my sign language interest. After a month of being silent, I learned a lot about how to speak with my hands. What I notice is that when communicating with another person using sign language, both persons have eye to eye contact and are totally in the conversation. As compared to verbal conversations where both peoples minds are floating around silently multitasking.
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During my visits I made to the coffee shop in February, the employees asked if I could teach them more and more hand signs. Soon after, they impressed me with only using sign language to take my order. I could feel their excitement of them enjoying what they had learned. For sure the hand signing lessons went further than the single cup of coffee did. It is really fun! I give props to everybody I work with for staying in communication with me even though the form of communication was changed. Maybe others witnessing my dedication to Marty’s no voice month thing will inspire them to step out of their “Norm” and do something that they personally believe in. No matter how bizarre that thing may be.
Scorecard: Even though I tied a big knot cord bracelet to my wrist to remind me to not speak aloud, still each day a word or two would sneak out and be heard. Mostly it was because of my cats doing something, or if I was rereading something I recently wrote. So in complete honesty only three of the days in February was I able to get through without one word spoken. The other days averaged one to eight words spoken. So overall in the 28 days of February not one word was intentionally spoken, however the overall count for February comes to 51 spoken words, and the majority of these words came when I was alone. On March first when was able to speak again, for the first 60-90 minutes my voice was somewhat like a whisper. I started laughing because I felt like I was talking like Batman. I had
Scorecard: Even though I tied a big knot cord bracelet to my wrist to remind me to not speak aloud, still each day a word or two would sneak out and be heard. Mostly it was because of my cats doing something, or if I was rereading something I recently wrote. So in complete honesty only three of the days in February was I able to get through without one word spoken. The other days averaged one to eight words spoken. So overall in the 28 days of February not one word was intentionally spoken, however the overall count for February comes to 51 spoken words, and the majority of these words came when I was alone. On March first when was able to speak again, for the first 60-90 minutes my voice was somewhat like a whisper. I started laughing because I felt like I was talking like Batman. I had
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to somewhat think on how to push the air out of me to get a greater sound out. After that all was quickly back to normal, with somewhat a sore throat at the end of the first day. I must have reminded myself to not speak in February over 10,000+ times and now that a few days have passed, my brain is still reminding/demanding me not to speak. This is a weird sensation I am now being with. I am having to truly reprogram my mind that now it is okay to speak aloud. I came up with the conclusion that if I can speak aloud, it is pretty much impossible to not to speak aloud unless my lips are glued together.
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Though one month is a very short time, it was nice to experience what life would be like if I didn’t have a speaking voice. I really really really enjoyed my time of no speaking. Major props to the hand signing community!!
With Love,
Marty, the Sage
With Love,
Marty, the Sage