I was directed to return to the drawing table and produce a Marty guide that was not just for my family only, but a guide that I could hand out to others that can help them on their Journey. I decided to update my Lost Soul guide and change the name to “Spiritual ABC.” (Alignment, Balance, Creation). A Level 6 healer is titled “Teacher,” and the spirit world was pushing me to seek being a teacher. I like Level 5 since it is the “Free Zone!” Level 6 sounds like I am back to a large amount of work. August 2014 I completed the Spiritual ABC guide and I am very proud of how it came out. Once again I am totally amazed that this awesome wisdom stuff came out of me. Even though I was presently crushed in my Shaman world, I still continued to play my drum. I love my drum! I think I mentioned that already but here it comes again. I love my drum!
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It was early in the morning and I was driving my kids to school when suddenly I heard Robin Williams talking to me. I didn’t even know that Robin had died. This was in August 2014. My day was quite busy so I told Robin that I was willing to talk to him but it will have to wait until I get back home that evening. I was not sure what I wanted to do with this. It was really cool that it was Robin Williams since he is like a very famous person, but I was not keen on wanting to go the Medium route since it somewhat made me feel uncomfortable. Uncomfortable since it is a very emotional experience since I can feel the other persons heart. It also somewhat drains my energy from me. I have watched programs on TV about Mediums and they make it look so easy just communicating on and on with people. But with me I become too attached with the experience so I don’t seek to talk to people that have passed. However since I said yes to Robin, I scheduled in a time to talk to him. That night just after dinner I asked if Robin was around and sure enough he was instantly there. 
“Hello Robin Lets talk.”
“Sounds great Marty.”
“First of all how did you find me?”
“I saw your signature.”
This is the third person that said the same thing, “I saw your signature.” I believe this signature has something to do with my ora or something. Maybe a different color of energy or something showing that I am available if I choose. Maybe this is what Glenn saw of me the first day we met as he said he saw a great glow. Robin was concerned that nobody was there to pick him up. I told him to just relax since somebody will eventually come for him. It was interesting that he did not have anybody receive him at the moment he passed. I assumed that once through the vortex the person who passed is greeted with a host. I didn’t think that I was Robins host and he just saw my signature which made him curious to say hello to me. I asked him if he was alone and he said no. His main comment was, “I am with a bunch of other people and we are all waiting for dad!” He said it in entertainment form with a chuckle. I think Robin likes to entertain, especially when he is nervous. It makes the time go by. Hmmm… “I am just waiting for dad.” This sounds like he is referring to what happens when people pass stated in the Bible. I then mentioned that maybe the best thing for him is to go around and give everybody that loves him a hug, since he could do that in a instant. “Robin you are totally famous and there are so many people that totally love you.” How could you ever feel that you did something wrong where nobody would come to get you?” He found the advice to be good, and that was it. The conversation lasted for 20 minutes. I did not feel any ego or anything on my part. I was just doing my job and it felt correct.
At the rock gym I work with the Ruiz sisters, Stephanie and Cat. I told them in 2016 that I had this conversation with Robin Williams after he had died. They thought it was really cool, then they showed me many YouTube segments of people that work with a special device named a spirit box. I have never heard of a spirit box before and it had my curiosity going for sure. The spirit box when in motion, or winded up makes a white noise sound, but within the sound many voices can be heard. The voices were somewhat broken up but at the same time many voices came through very clearly. Many people were quite excited that Robin’s voice was coming through clearly and it was totally Robin talking. There was no doubt. I do not think in any way that my suggestion to Robin has anything to do with these spirit box recordings. Robin just like my dad figured out a way to show that after death, the person that is now in the spirit world is still alive and is still connected to the people who are on earth. Robin did a amazing job of visiting anybody that was showing their signature. Many spiritual people came forward and said that they had a conversation with Robin.
Robin Williams
Nine months has gone by since I was cast away from the Lodge, and then a miracle happened. I received a explanation toward how to be properly aligned within the many religions being offered and ways of life to live by. Through my entire life I have been searching for what sounds the best in spirituality to be following. A community that I could be with and grow with. But it seems that every religion or ways of life which I have studied have questionable things going on with them. In the Bible people are created in the image of the Father. So why would the Father need to punish and burn his creations in a lake of fire when they were created by him in the image of him? It seems like any religion that I become a part of creates a need to look down upon or judge other religions. One “Must” be right and the other is just wrong. My Level 5 job is to Bless everybody in every religion or way of life, and this is where the miracle then came to me. The community I seek to be with is actually the personal relationship with the creator. I am already with a community from the spirit world, but I was seeking to be in a community in this physical realm. But now I see that the spirit world is also this physical realm. John English was so correct!!! Johns overall advice to me was that I was no longer needing to search, but was to become more comfortable with what I had already found. I was in the right place all along! OMG Dawn did the most amazing thing in my life by casting me away from the tribe!! Huge BLESSINGS go to Dawn!!! If I had stayed with the tribe, I would be sheltering myself away from the all. I believe that my Journey that I am on in this Marty lifetime is to share with others the important message that "all chosen paths lead to enlightenment."
The first thing I did was to donate my bookshelf of spiritual books to the Goodwill store. So if somebody asks if I am spiritual, I do not need a plethora of books to show to them to prove that I am spiritual. The proof comes through my genuine smile. The greatest thing that God has given to me is the Breath! With Gods breath and my genuine smile, I can touch every soul on this planet! It’s incredible!!! The time now is March 2015. I have successfully found myself! My avatar Inner Child is holding hands with My Higher Self. However communication and the ongoing writing of the new Marty story is still being formed from the Higher Self while being managed by the three Elders. I cannot simply step back and forth through the veil since I am designed to be here on this human experience. So since my spirit is contained within this human body (shell), I will make the best of it and experience, experience, experience. What I have recently noticed is that my studies of Buddhism has brought my interest back to the Bible. Now as I reread the Bible I can see that I have graduated to a higher level, and through this higher level I have become even more fascinated with the Bible. This sudden fascination is showing me how much I have taken for granted. I was reading the Bible words for my brain to use, and not necessarily for my heart to absorb.
In 2016 my cousin Tracie told me about a person named Matt Kahn and said that I should check into his teachings. Within the first 10 minutes of listening to one of his YouTube videos, I was in love! Matt sure has the spirit world hook up when it comes to teaching everything about human emotions, how us humans function, and the mechanics of the spirit world. So much mind blowing information comes from this alignment specialist!!! Matt taught me how to sincerely love the person that I am. Also in 2016 a girl named Stephanie first started her employment at the rock gym. Her sister Catherine was already working there so it was easy for Steph to slip in and get a job position of which I was and still is her manager. It didn’t take long before I noticed how spiritualy aligned that Steph is and how much we enjoy talking about spirituality. The Elders told me that what Guru Glenn is to me, is what I am to Steph. In a short time Steph was already crossing over the Awakening line and I feel I did little to get her there. I feel like she was born with the gift and at many times I sit at her feet as she realigns my theories during our conversations. I am truly Blessed that the spirit world sent Steph who assisted me in giving me greater confidence within myself to move higher up in the Levels of Spiritual Development.
December 2016 I visited my mom and family in celebration of Christmas. My visits during this time of year involved a lot of travel visiting my mom, then my brother, then my sisters family, and then down to Kentucky where my moms brother and sisters live. In Kentucky the family gathered at my aunt Marie and uncle Bill’s house where every year they decorated the house with a overwhelming amount of Christmas trees and Christmas ornaments. Like 35,000 ornaments … no kidding!!! It is absolutely beautiful!!! During my Christmas family visit I felt a shift occur within me. I was suddenly filled with a greater level of spiritual understanding. I felt like somebody gave me a super vitamin or something since any spiritual comment that was mentioned in conversation, I suddenly felt the need to go into teaching mode beautifully teaching on the mentioned comment. When I returned back to my moms house I awoke in the morning and as I opened my eyes I noticed that the bedroom was filled with little blue orbs of light floating all around the room, then the orbs disappeared. A voice suddenly told me that I was “NO LONGER MARTY THE CLIMBER, AND WAS NOW MARTY THE SAGE.” This was not a silent voice but was loud enough that I felt like maybe my brother and mom heard it as well. Once my mom and brother woke up I told them about the orbs and my brother commented that if you rub your eyes hard enough it will give you this orb type of effect. But I wasn’t rubbing my eyes and I felt a new foreign energy inside of me.
My brother drove back to his house in Ohio and I stayed with my mom for a few more days. I was noticing that any spiritual thought I had was followed up with a amazing in depth teaching from the Elders. I started writing down the teachings I was within. I shared some of the teachings with my mom and she was fascinated with the words that were coming out of me. She said that I should be up on a stage teaching thousands of people about this high level information since all of the words were very well balanced and seemed very important. I told her about the announcement that the Elders had made that I am now titled a Sage. My brain of course started thinking like what now was required of me being this Sage? What is a Sage anyways? Good grief what does all of this mean? I was however very excited to suddenly be receiving information directly from the Elders. This is a huge honor!!!
The Christmas visit had ended and I was off to the airport which had a short layover airplane jump to Chicago and then back to Arizona. While I was walking through the Chicago airport terminal, I noticed a man and woman sitting alone in one of the empty terminals. I could hear the man talking about the Bible and since I had time on my hands, I figured I can just simply jump into their conversation. The topic was the tribes of Israel. No problem I figured so I walked over to them with my ego in one hand and my swagger in the other, and rudely invited myself into their conversation. I mean what could go wrong since I have the new hook up with the spirit world Elders. The man asked me to identify the tribes of Israel which I started naming a few, and then stumbled upon my further guesses. The man stopped me and told me that the Bible is not about knowing the information. The true Bible is living the information. He said it is important for me to understand this. Immediately I felt out of place in realization that this 
guy knew the Bible like no other person I met. So I threw in the common airport departure line saying, “Oh look at the time, I better catch my flight.” I said thank you and touched him on his shoulder, and he said that it was nice to meet me. As I walked away I felt like a fool that knew absolutely nothing of the Bible. The airplane landed at the Phoenix Arizona airport, I took a taxi cab ride to get back to my house, once at home I immediately turned on the television and right there showing on the television was the Bible man from the airport. He is Bishop TD Jakes. I pretty much still had my airplane baggage in my hands as I fell to my knees with amazement. OMG….TD Jakes!!! See I somehow knew that I knew that this guy really knew the Bible! Bishop TD Jakes is the Bible!!!
Bishop TD Jakes
During the next few years I transformed my life from knowing the information, to living it. The Shaman Chief, which I believe is one of the many personalities of the second Elder, brought me back to a deeper connection with nature. Jesus taught me reverence. Guru Matt Kahn taught me how to Love the person that I Am. I completely enjoy saying the words, “I Love You!”
June 2018 was the annual Outdoor Retailers Show in Denver Colorado. I really enjoy the show for many reasons, but my favorite reason is to shake hands with many of the amazing climbing athletes that attend the show to support their corporate sponsors. On the last day at the show I noticed that Jeff Lowe, a historical climbing athlete and equipment specialist, was at the show and I had to meet him. Over the years he was becoming more ill in life and was now getting around in a chair with mechanical wheels, and communicated with a computer keyboard. I was so excited to meet him and we had a fun conversation about the climbing gear I have in my museum. The guy was like glowing and I could feel the energy coming from him. It was really amazing! Then tragically a two months later I heard the news that Jeff Lowe died. Then on that same day I heard the news that Tom Frost had died. I really don’t know much about Jeff Lowe but I felt totally broken that he died. I remember walking around the neighborhood in tears feeling that my best friend was now gone. I mean lots of tears. I know a lot about Tom Frost since I know a ton of info about Chouinard climbing gear, which Tom was a designer of many of the earlier Chouinard products. Thinking about Tom I didn’t shed one tear. I mean I was bummed that he had died and he is a huge icon in American climbing history, but not one tear. Then I would think about Jeff Lowe and the tears wouldn’t stop. I told this to my friend Terri which she was a close friend of Tom’s. She found it to be comical, but the loss of Tom was suddenly sweeping the nation. It was big news that we just lost Jeff and Tom, and on the same day.
Jeff Lowe and Marty
Then suddenly something happened, and Tom started to talk to me. I instantly put my guard up since I am not really keen on this medium stuff. It is quite a emotional experience when you join hearts with somebody who had just passed. My brain said to me a few times that this is definitely Tom wanting to talk to you. “Maybe I should listen to what he has to say.” So I said hello to Tom and my first question I asked him was how did he find me. He said, “I saw your signature.” This is the fourth person who had passed then started talking to me, and each of the four said the same thing, “I saw your signature.” I told Tom my concerns with talking to him where it is really a honor yes, but somewhat creeps me out overall and emotionally drains me. Tom told me that I was his cross-over host. I never experienced anything like that before so I laid out the ground rules of how we were going to go forward with this. First of all I was going to write down our conversations as they were going on. So I got out a stack of typing paper, and the conversation began. The conversations went on for a week, and at times I found myself shaking with turbulence. I had my friend Stephanie Shaman-Sage me a few times during that week to keep me more grounded as I was having these conversations. There was no funeral ceremony set up for Tom so I figured I would be able to talk to him for additional weeks, or even longer. But then suddenly the light came and he said that it was time for him to leave. I got to witness him being taken away by the light. I was crushed. Now the tears for Tom were really flowing from me. I felt like my best friend was gone. I am very honored to have been chosen to be Tom’s host. This was a wild and beautiful experience for me! Tom was glad that I was there for him as much as I could, and I captured this entire occurrence in its entirety. It is difficult for me to go back and reread the conversations, especially the last few days of the conversations, since it puts me back to a feeling like I lost my best friend. I wasn’t just talking with Tom, I was with his heart. I was with his genuine and true essence.
Tom Frost - photo by Warren Hollinger
At this time guru Glenn had just moved back to Arizona. We set up a meeting to once again reconnect with each other, and for me to deliver the Conversations with Tom Frost book to him for review. He was quite excited to read it and add his comments to it. A week later I met with Glenn for a late lunch and to go over his review notes about the conversations. After he completed reading the book he too had a conversation with Tom and added it to the book. It is so awesome!!! I was thrilled when he told me that the book I wrote was very clean, and indeed it is a genuine conversation with Tom. Then Glenn taught me how to remain in a better form of balance when I am invited to be with these conversations. Can I say here to Glenn, Finally!!!! Glenn’s form of high level teaching is, “To figure it out yourself.” (What I call, “Being Level 7’d.”) But what is the greatest benefit to me is that Glenn is the teacher that grades my final thesis’s, and then teaches me upon them. I never have experienced being a host before, and never knew it really was a thing. It was fascinating how I could hear Tom’s words so clearly, like I was talking on the phone to him or something. I have a great want to connect with William Feuerer, who is also known as the “Dolt,” who sadly died back in 1971. I know for years that the Dolt himself has been gathering his climbing gear creations while being in the spirit world, and somehow getting them to me to be preserved in my museum. Tom was a good friend of the Dolt and in one of our conversations, Tom excitedly mentioned that the Dolt himself was with him. To even prove it the Dolt right at that time sent me a precious gift through a friend. While I was at work Tom said, “Did you get Dolt’s gift?” I was not sure what he was talking about. When I got home later in the afternoon I looked at my emails and a person who was helping me with climbing gear history stated, “You won’t believe it but my mom just handed me two Dolt Tienail Tietacks that I didn’t even know that she had.” I want to donate them to your museum.” The coincidence was beyond amazing!!! What is fun is that Tom still visits me, quite often! He is definitely a character, and enjoys my rock gym course setting job. The down side of my host time with Tom is that it took me over three months following to get my emotions back in check. My skin looked somewhat grey. I am not keen on this Medium stuff.
Marty and Glenn Roller
It seems like when people first pass they are still drawing energy from the physical realm. So my conversations with them become very draining. But once the light has taken them further inside the source, as Glenn says, “Once the skin is ripped away from them which reveals the third eye,” (I just love this statement!!!!), then further communication is more pure and does not affect the Medium. So now when Tom visits I don’t lose any energy at all. At the end of the visitation I seem to naturally tear up (Joy), which to me is a confirmation that the visit was real, over my illusionary mind attempting to create a friend or companion for me.
February 2020. I arrived home after a long day of work and immediately went into my ongoing study of the mechanics of relationships, a writing that I have already spent years with trying to bring the full understanding forward. While deep in thought, the three Elders came forward and joined in with giving me hints on expanding my thoughts on this creation. The three Elders are always together but usually the first Elder does all of the communicating. Over time I have figured out that the second Elder is actually the Chief that I have already met, the Chief that very much likes to smile, and the second Elder is also Buddha. The conversation then shifted where the Elders said that they are presenting me with a gift which I became very excited for. They happily presented to me a Eagle. At first I started to laugh saying, “What am I supposed to do with this Eagle?” I imagined the eagle sitting on my shoulder and smacking me in my face with its large wings. I was laughing aloud as I said “Thanks” while being somewhat puzzled of why I was receiving a eagle. I am seeking enlightenment, and I get a eagle instead?
The elders saw that I didn’t really understand the meaning of the gift, so they changed what I was personally thinking at that present moment. I turned off the television and the house was completely silent. I did notice that the house was even more silent than it has ever felt, and then suddenly I started singing a Indian song. I know of only one Indian song which is sung at the Shaman full moon ceremonies, but this song was different. I was singing aloud and the words were in the Indian language. A language I have heard before through movies on TV, but not from me personally. It was totally amazing!!! I was fully loving being outside of me and singing to my hearts content. I have absolutely no idea what the words were about but they must have been deep and beautiful since I was tearing up from the song. I continued singing for 20 minutes or more, then I sat back in my chair and reflected upon what just happened. I felt like I was in a room filled with peace. I could have sat there for the next few hours without even needing a thought, and just continue to soak in the peace. The Bible mentions that there have been people that suddenly started speaking different languages. “Talking in Tongues.” I know many ministers on the television have witnessed this sudden “Talking in Tongues” moment. I have yet to experience this until now. It was absolutely incredible and comfortable, and 
Painting by Stephanie Ruiz
there was nothing I needed to do except be the vessel that the song is being sung through. Later that night I texted Dawn and told her of what just happened to me. She congratulated me for receiving this Eagle gift. I wanted to find out more about this eagle so I jumped onto the internet and started to search. I was blown away by what is written about the significance of a eagle. The eagle is a high honor in the Shaman world.

“If Eagle is your power animal, you feel the need to have an involvement with creation, a willingness to experience extremes, a willingness to use your abilities, a willingness to seek out your true emotions. You must become much more than you ever imagined would be possible.”

“Eagle symbolizes a state of being that is reached through inner work, understanding and passing the initiation tests that come about from reclaiming our personal power. Eagle is the gift of clear vision with which one can truly see, to live in balance with heaven and Earth. Eagle shows you how to look above so you are able to touch Grandfather Sun with your heart, to love the Shadow as much as the Light. You are being asked to give yourself permission to be free in order to reach the joy that your heart longs for.”

After reading a ton of information about eagles, I felt great gratitude to the Elders for this amazing gift. I have not been in practice for years with the Shaman world, except for occasional drumming, and suddenly I am being gifted a Shaman spiritual animal. This brings about many questions toward what direction am I to go in my journey since this is clearly a Shaman gift. Instead of feeling that I am needing to immediately do something with this great bird, I decided to simply relax with the gift, and let the gift bring me to where it seeks for me to go. My artist friend Stephanie presented to me a eagle painting that she had created in recognition of the eagle gift I recently received. In the painting, between the eagles' wings is the eyeball sphere of which my spiritual curiosity had originally began. Huge THANK YOU Stephanie!!!!
To show how being able to talk to people in the Source (on the other side of the veil) may not be a delightful gift, I will use a example of a situation I was within with one of my pet cats. A female cat moved from the back alley into my back yard and had three kittens on the side of my house. One of the kittens looked like it was the runt of the litter and was not going to survive. The kitten was only 1/4 size compared to the other two kittens and the cat family was not caring for it. I fell in love with this kitten and put my full attention into making sure it was going to survive. Over time the kittens and cat family were fighting my cats that I already had and the problem was escalating. The City was not giving me help to spay or neuter the cats and the shelters were already full. I already knew of a place where somebody was feeding outdoor feral cats, so reluctantly I relocated the mama papa and two kittens to that location figuring the city was already trapping and fixing the feral cats in that area. The tiny kitten I moved indoors to join with my two indoor cats that I already had. The indoor cats are more like indoor outdoor cats since I have a doggie door that they can go in or out from. ​
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I fell in love with this kitten and my friend Stephanie named him Lupine. As Lupine grew I already knew he was a gift from the Universe. Lupine was born with so much love and shared this love to the point that he was glowing. Every cat in the neighborhood that came across Lupine became his friend since Lupine never even raised a claw to anybody. One night I was noticing that Lupine was not indoors and it was getting very late. I went outdoors and searched for him until 1:00 am using my flashlight and calling repeatedly for him, but he was not showing up. I kept feeling like I was hearing a super light meow, but still could not find him and the light meow was driving me crazy. Outside of my house is a street light that lit up my front yard at night and under the street light was a tree that shaded a tiny spot in the street. Even though I walked the street with my flashlight, I saw nothing. So I went to bed for the evening and probably didn’t not even sleep.

I awoke early the next morning figuring I was going to put a few more hours in to finding my cat. I walked out the front door and there was Lupine in the street dead where the street light tree shaded the street. Lupine was only 1 1/2 years old and died just before Christmas 2020. I was devastated. I picked him up and paced the street for over a hour whaling in tears and yelling to the sky. I just couldn’t put him down. My neighbors probably thought I was crazy or something but I just couldn’t put him down. I was completely lost in tears. I performed a burial service soon afterwards as I burned sage and drummed with my Shaman drum burying Lupine in my front yard where it was interesting how the neighborhood cats came forward and circled around the grave. Imagine five cats sitting calmly and looking into the hole all at the same time. I called Stephanie and she calmed me down so I could regain my senses. Thank you again Stephanie for being there to ….Listen. To this day I feel like I am still carrying Lupine in my arms and tears are still flowing. I am still having trouble getting past Lupine’s passing. 
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Lupine and Brother kitty
Lupine
What troubles me the most is the question of: “Was I hearing Lupines meow while he was still alive, or was I hearing Lupines meow while he was already passed and was in the Source?” Since this situation I have not been strong enough to hold the energy for any new passing spirits. I still communicate with my guides, but do not offer my “signature” to others. I am offered to assist, but I close my doors and the spirit moves on to the next offering “signature.” I do give huge PROPS to Mediums for their ability and strength they have to assist the spirits. Without having some form of control, the emotions felt can nearly destroy a Mediums health in this physical realm. 

To finalize this, my Dad contacted me shortly after Lupines death, (my dad died back in 2014), and he started talking to me about my cat that was more like a silly and playful squirrel. He happily told me that this playful squirrel was called Lupine, and would occasionally perch himself on my dads shoulder. Lupine awaits my arrival when I return to Source. These amazing words from my dad sends me additional light to continue on with my present earth journey. Thank You and I Love You Dad!!!!
December 2021 was the annual wine and whisky gathering at Jeremy and Jessica’s house so I stopped at the grocery store to pick out my choice of wine I was placing into the wine tasting competition. I figured for sure I will have the win since I have the Spirit World hook up. Plus my dad was a award winning wine maker  and he talks to me from the source. So show my open two hands and whala, the wine chosen was the Snoop Dogg Cali Red. A great wine where I figured I easily was going to get the win this year. But to further my strategy I purchased a second bottle of Snoop Dogg so people attending could fill their curiosity with the taste of the wine previous to the competition not knowing that this wine was in the competition. And all was in place to easily take the win!!! Yes!!!  The wines in the competition were covered with paper bags and the people attending the party were the judges. So for the winning ceremony a guy named Duane ended up taking the win. I was just having fun with the party and thought no big deal. But then I asked if they could reveal what the winning bottle of wine was, and it was the Snoop Dogg Cali Red. I of course mentioned that the winning wine was actually mine. But then Jeremy brought out the bottle of wine that ended up in second place, and it was another bottle of Snoop Dogg Cali Red. What are the chances of that? I went over and bumped fists with Duane and we both agreed, that Snoop Dogg was tough to beat! It just shows that even if you have the Spirit World hook up, the Blessing will go to whom needs it the most. To me it would have only been a temporarily ego boost, but to Duane it was the true Blessing. Big applause Spirit World for the awesome fun!!!!!
On 12/5/2021 My uncle Bob died at 2:30am and his last words spoken were, “Let’s play ball”

​For this segment with uncle Bob I want to show what my conversations with somebody on the other side of the veil is like. This is my usual process:

12/5/2021 9:07am
[ I just woke up in the morning and heard the sad news but instantly following, Bob said hello opening with a bunch of jokes. I am sad yes but more I can’t stop laughing as I see how happy and carefree he has become. So I am somewhat pushing him away because I don’t want him to totally lock onto me and then I go through another round of having my energy drained away from me. ]
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Robert Manning Sr.
12/5/2021 10:15am - 10:27am
MK - "Yea Bob you saw my signature and you saw my availability and you are in a strange place blah blah blah.”
Bob - Yes but putting that to the side. Wow the new me is just amazing! I am so filled with renewed energy! I can be in so many places at once! I am fascinated of where I am, where I am not sure where this is but I don’t care. I am free! I am like a youngster who has no schedule to fill. I can explore and I feel as though I can fly. This is just so fascinating! Please tell everybody how much I love them. I can’t say I miss them because I am with everybody right now. Hello everybody!!!! I know you can feel me!!!! I see your tears but I want to change them into laughter. Please don’t be sad because I am totally fine. I am not scared but completely filled with Joy. Wow my family is so beautiful. The things I see now of the family have no boundaries. Everybody is just so beautiful.
MK - You are well loved Bob! A incredible soul. For now the family will grieve but soon they will open their hearts further from a point of reference as a loss, to “OMG” I can feel Bob in my heart! What the heck how is this possible? You are a very strong soul so have patience with the family and then they will know you are with them at all times. Go play and please give me a little space to get my day going. Your laughter and child like joy is quite a distraction for me right now. I will say hello again later today. I am glad you found me and that you are in a safe place.
Bob - Thanks Marty for the talk. I am happy that you can actually hear me. Excited to talk to you more later!!!! 
MK - Yes go and share your new energy with the family!!! Not to be rude but I am cutting you off. I know you will keep talking but I will continue to smile as I can still hear you, but I am keeping my ears closed. 
MK - [ Tears, of Joy ]
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[ 12/5/2021 10:30am - Marty in the shower purposely going to the rock gym to climb to keep uncle Bob from talking to me. Visiting a new gym named Alta. In the shower I could still feel that Bob was continuing to want to talk with me. My dad that passed in 2014 then jumped in and said: ]
Martin - I am on my way, I got this son, you go have fun.
MK - Thank you so much dad, Love you!
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12/5/2021 6:22pm - 6:37pm
MK - Bob are you there?
Bob - Heck yes, this is awesome!
MK - Working with Tracie so she can talk to you in a more clearer way.
Bob - Marty thanks - Tracie can you hear me? I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!
MK - Wow that shout out was huge!!! I am sure she heard that!!
Bob - If not let me restate that - Tracie, I LOVE YOU!!!!
MK - This is great, one more time, or as many times as you want.
Bob - I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!
MK - Super awesome. I know that your kids really loved you. The whole family is presently grieving so give them some time to reflect. Some of the family is not strong enough for this pain and may need to build a few walls to get through the loss….. even though you and I know there was not really a loss. 
Bob - Got it!! 
MK - Dad said he is on his way to see you.
Bob - Yep he is here with me now. He gave me the run down on keeping some space with you. 
MK - Thanks dad!!! Lots of love to you. You are the greatest.
Bob - I thought I was the greatest.
MK - Ok you both are the greatest. Big cheer to you both for being the greatest!!!! I am going to get back to my world since I have a lot of tasks to do before my night is over. I will check in with you tomorrow and say hello!
Bob - This is awesome! Thanks for your help Marty.
MK - Glad I am here for you. Continue on being the greatest!
Bob - laughter!

12/6/2021 7:58pm - 8:15pm
MK - Bob how are you? I could feel your energy was not as excited as it was yesterday.
Bob - Yes quiet now.
MK - Why is that?
Bob - Maybe because I am amazed that I am still here and then seeing so many past friends it was so exciting but now I see I am not with my family members that are still on earth. Is that how I say it? Still on earth? Am I still on earth?
MK - lets say you are in the source and earth is in the source so you are still with everybody, but more in a energy form. You can see all of us and more, but we can’t necessarily “see” you. However we have the ability to feel you. 
Bob - Still feel like being quiet.
MK - Do you want me to leave you alone? I was simply saying hello.
Bob - No, I appreciate you being here. Where this here is.
MK - Well don’t get down on yourself. Things will start changing soon.
Bob - I feel like I am just waiting, and I don’t know what I am waiting for.
MK - From my experience with others, the light will come soon to direct you to a organized place. Or a earth person named a cross-over host will be chosen to be with you to keep you company until the light comes. 
Bob - Sounds weird.
MK - To me it is not weird, just part of the process.
Bob - It is nice to have you around Marty.
MK - Its all good. I will keep checking in with you, but sorry I will not be your host. This might seem mean since I really love you, but I have been through this before. You still are using energy that is located on earth until you go to the new place.
Bob - New place?
MK - The light will take you to a meeting with the Elders, and after that your energy will change once more, or so to say, you will be taking off the shell you are now in and you will become more vibrant for all to feel. Nothing to be scared of,  just part of the process.
Bob - Ok?
MK - But after that I can chat with you all I want since you will not be drawing energy from the earth place no more. However you still will be able to be with everybody you love. 
Bob - Silent
MK - I guess I have never witnessed you being so silent before. You were always the one who broke the silence.
Bob - Just feel stuck in my thoughts.
MK - All is good. I can tell you some jokes, or maybe perform a few armpit farts or something if you want.
Bob - Laughter
MK - Now thats better. All is good.
Bob - I appreciate you, thank you. Laughter again.
MK - Yes the armpit farts are always a breaker of seriousness. Don’t feel like you have to be in stillness. Maybe stop thinking so much of yourself and put this in-between time more to good use, and continue to share your love for the family.
Bob - That sounds like a good idea.
MK - My dad when he passed got very creative showing the family that he was still with them. He actually was able to manifest objects, dim lights, make light bulbs burn out, and I must say I was very impressed on how dedicated he was to making this happen. Everybody loves you!
Bob - I love my family, always have.
MK - Then never stop loving them. Now you have the opportunity to love them in a different way. Forever you will be in everybodys hearts.
Bob - This is really great, thank you Marty.
MK - Ok mister, get your focus back and go into action! I give you the challenge of making one of the lightbulbs in my house burn out within the next 24 hours. I am not asking for you to do this for me, I am asking you to do this for yourself. 
Bob - You think I can do that?
MK - I know you can do that since others have accomplished the task. And once you do it, then do it to everybody you love!!!! The lightbulb companies will also love you since they will make more sales over the holiday season!!!
Bob - Laughing. You are a interesting person Marty.
MK - Back at you with that comment. You are the guy that fixed everything for everybody and the jokes you accompanied the repairs with, were no extra charge.
Bob - I miss you all.
MK - We all miss you but at the same time, in our passing, we will be all with you again. Its just a matter of time! Hopefully they have beer in heaven so keep a few cold ones ready and we will party like rockstars.
Bob - You got it! Sounds great!
MK - Feel better?
Bob - You gave me the energy I needed, thank you Marty.
MK - Thank you Bob, I will check in with you later. Goodnight!
Bob - Goodnight Marty, and thanks again!
12/7/2021 8:38pm - 9:32pm
MK - Good evening Bob! How are you?
Bob - Hello Marty, I am good.
MK - Okay I turned on all of the light switches in my house to see how you did with the 24 hour challenge I presented to you. Right now I see that all of the light bulbs are working correctly. I do want to thank you since I have never had all of the lights on in my house all at the same time. My house is rather humble and I will say, full of light!
Bob - Man I tried to mess with you any way I could but there must be some special trick to it or something. It seemed like nothing I did from here was showing up where you are.
MK - Well that is not true necessarily. This morning I was completing my Marty spiritual story which the only thing left with it was our conversations. I momentarily paused from the writing and contacted Robert (son) and then Tracie (daughter) around 7:20am. Then I returned to the computer with the intention of continuing with writing the story but suddenly the Safari search engine unexpectedly quit. So I rebooted it and then it instantly quit again. So instead I went to recover a few of your photos from my files and when I opened the files there was nothing in the folders. This was a first for me! 
Never seen that before happen. So I went and opened more files and noticed like all of my files were empty. So I relaunched the Finder and still the same problem was happening. So I restarted my whole computer and still all of the file folders were empty. One more time relaunching the Finder and then the folders were once again full. Phew!!! I cannot confirm if you were the one messing around with my computer, but it is quite a coincidence especially when everything was working perfectly fine until I had contact with your two children, then crash crash crash. 
Bob - I did enjoy the challenge you gave me but at the same time I was not really wanting to mess with you. I hope that everybody feels me in their heart, without the need to have to move something to be recognized.
MK - My Guru Glenn would say that I was leading you on so you will still stay in conversation with me. It’s actually a low level tactic located in the zone of fear. Which will be my fear not yours. I was not fearing, just experimenting with you.
Bob - I didn’t feel that at all.
MK - My intention was to give you a task to show that you are still you and hopefully get you smiling. 
Bob - I did enjoy the challenge, but maybe I was not being allowed to do anything.
MK - That could be possible. Everybody that has passed who I have talked to have been in different situations.
Bob - Silent.
MK - Okay lets shift the conversation to something more useful. I see that a memorial has been set up for you. Exciting!!
Bob - Yes I am excited for it. Being in so many friends hearts and having them all in the same location will be a wonderful experience.
MK - Wow that is a big smile you are showing!!!!
Bob - Yes I guess it is! I have to say I genuinely miss everybody. Sucks that I can’t feel anybody with a touch.
MK - Well actually people will feel you touching their heart. And when you hug people it creates tears to build up in their eyes. Tracie tonight shared two beautiful songs with me and said that she can feel that you are with her.
Bob - I haven’t left her side this whole time!
MK - What do you want to say to the people that you love.
Bob - Hmmmmm, I guess I will start by saying that wow I am truly Blessed to be cared for by so many beautiful people. How did I get so lucky to be with …… pausing …… (searching for the words) ….. pausing, how did I get so lucky to be included in this beautiful family that I have. I love you all. There is no bad in anybody, just a bunch of kids having fun and doing what they enjoy. Sure I got the good looks out of the whole family, laugh, but not really since my good looks came from my wonderful mother and father. I have enjoyed a happy life. Maybe this is a good time right here to say thanks to God. Thanks for allowing me to be me. If I did it all over again, I will be happy being me all over again. 
MK - Beautiful (tear). Anything else?
Bob - Thank you everybody for including me into your lives!
MK - Okay I am going to take another quick walk around my house to now turn the many lights back off. Maybe you were lucky and burnt out one of my light bulbs. I will be right back.
MK - Looks like all of my light bulbs are still working great! At least now with the lights back off my cats are not as curious wondering what is going on. But now they feel they deserve snacks! Cats!
Bob - Laugh. Thanks Marty for the conversations.
MK - Its all good. I am glad that I could help. I am going to disconnect with you for a few days so I can get back to my stuff going on. I am glad that you are with the family. They miss you.
Bob - I am going to be hanging out with them…. for all the time that I can!
I am going to say this again, I am not keen on this medium stuff. It is really weird and energy draining but for some reason the spirit world has me involved with it at this time of my journey. Guru Glenn told me a few years ago that he is able to go to a place called “the Window.” Just sit down at the window and you never know who will stop to have a conversation with you. Glenn said that one time he had a conversation with Michael Jackson at the Window. Super cool!!! A few other people have also come through one being Randi’s mom. Me and the inlaws were not the best of friends, but years after her moms death suddenly she came through loud and clear. She was totally excited and blown away that I could hear her. She wanted me to relay her words to Randi but I turned her down. I told her that if Randi wanted to hear her, she would and I then quickly shut down the link. Shiloh Dorsett talked to me while I was working at the rock gym shortly after he died 2/2020. Steph’s grandfather died 12/2020 from the covid outbreak. He has occasionally come through thanking me for helping with her family. Actually he came through again just a few days ago and said hello. So I have not been able to puzzle together a rule book on medium ability. I just know that every person mentioned, “I saw your signature.” Also when I challenge them to show me something in the physical realm that I am in, this seems to only occur within the first week that they have just passed. In my house I have a floor fan that is on continuously to move air around for the cats. The fan is in my bedroom next to my computer table and has been on for 12 years now. It provides a calming white noise that fills the house. Other than that, as I am writing I don’t have any music playing and the television is off. A lot of communication from the spirit world comes to me when I am in the shower. Maybe the water is making a similar noise as the floor fan. A lot of communication comes to me early in the morning as well.
The score so far:
My dad: two light bulbs burnt out at moms house. One light bulb burnt out at my house. Dimming the lights in my moms house. Moms vehicle keys disappearing then suddenly reappearing in the same spot. My reading glasses continually disappearing. Manifested a small wooden cross with the word Grace on it sent through my sister.
Tom Frost: Two light bulbs burned out. Course setting wrenches disappearing and reappearing at the rock gym during my work. Made Steph’s water bottle disappear and then reappear in a different location 5 feet away. To this day anytime something at the rock gym disappears, I immediately in a silly way say…."Tom!” He always exclaims, “It wasn’t me!” Tom still visits me a lot at the rock gym. Its really awesome!
Uncle Bob: Possibly temporarily hacked my home computer.
I hope over time the medium stuff will go away since I really love focusing on pondering spiritual philosophy. I am so Blessed to have so many friends that are also interested in talking about spiritual occurrences and beliefs. Wow my life sure has changed over the last 20 years!!! I love who I am!!!
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Notes:
When I mention the Source or the Spirit World or the Universe in my story, it is to show that it is a different place than the physical earth realm that we all live in. However the physical earth realm that we live in is within Source and is within the Spirit World and Universe. Everything is actually within Source. The heaven that we all seek, we are already within.
Final thoughts:

​Many times in life I have come across a poem named Footprints In The Sand. Walking with the Lord seeing two sets of footprints. But when one set of footprints are seen, the Lord is questioned on why was the Lord not there. The Lord replies when the one set of footprints are seen, is when the Lord was personally carrying you. While observing the entirety of this Marty’s spiritual story, what I see is it is more than just the Lord that is doing the carrying. At every moment where I felt completely broken, it was the Lord that was present yes, but it was also friends and family that were putting aside their busy schedules to assist me back to a form of balance. All I needed to do is ask, and everybody provided. I can advance this by saying, the people who were asked, it gave them a warm feeling in their soul because they were invited to be helpful. Nobody is perfect in this world and everybody is going through some kind of issues in their lives. Maybe the quest of finding yourself can be less of a job if the person starts by just being “Genuine,” over pretending to be “Perfect.”
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In the Bible it states that the story of life is already published and the people are following a pre written story, at the same time the people are granted free will. If this is absolutely true then in my story, which I was trapped within a karma loop that included suicide, was overcome by curiosity provided by the spirit world. The spirit world stepped in and completely changed my story. Even 20 years later I still continually think about the heavens gate visitation that I had. Thank you spirit world for inviting me to see life in a greater way. A life that is truly filled with love. I give a huge THANKS to the doctor that insisted for me to take the pills that stopped my heart. Without this happening, I would have not received the invitation to become the person that I am today. The ability to step away from mind, and flow in a greater river of enlightenment. 

What I have to say is that before - I doubted spirituality and now to me this spiritual stuff is real. "This spiritual stuff I have no doubt is real." In this last 20 years I have witnessed so many incredible and unexplainable spiritual things. But for me I had to go further than just becoming with it. God created me and I wanted to personally thank God, the God that I wasn’t with for most of my life. I was not challenging God nor was I seeking to be recognized by God. I now continually reach my hands out as far as I can reach, genuinely to say…. God, I love you!

As I am now going into my final 30 year circle of life, which is three large circles, I see that I may still have 25 to 30 more years left of being this Marty character. Now that I am walking in spiritual grace, I am excited to see how further along in enlightenment I will become. Find time to sit down and relax…..HECK NO!!!! There is too much to still experience!!! I will finalize the Marty Spiritual Story by mentioning wordage from a movie named, “Ferris Buller’s Day Off” where Ferris states, “Life moves pretty fast. If you don’t stop and look around once and a while, you could miss it.”

With Love,
​Marty the Sage